I’d like to believe that you’re still alive. Forgive me, but I’m having a hard time letting you go.

It’s been days… I know that this is not what you have wanted but it’s gonna be a tough ride for me before I get to move on. I don’t know how many days, weeks, months, or even years this will take.

I’m sorry.

All I know is that I won’t be able to see you anymore, even if I want to. What hurts the most is that I haven’t been able to.

I’m sorry for not seeing this. I just want to say over and over that I love you, and I am proud of you. I will be forever grateful to you. You and the boys are a huge part of me, and will always be. I will never forget you. I don’t want to say good bye full of regrets and sadness. I’m sending you off with my love… and tears of happiness. I’m glad I met you. I love you.