I know I am young and quite impatient.
They say the person will come at the right time. Sure, then distract me. Distract me from doing crazy things because I am getting impatient. Should I make a move myself? But I don’t know how. How would I even know if I’m doing things right. If the person is right.
How do I feel if it’s right when all along I couldn’t eveb feel anything. This numbness I feel has gone on for years and yet I couldn’t seem to make myself feel.
How do I know when I don’t even recognize the feeling.
I want to, but I can’t. I know I can’t just force my heart to feel.
So distract me. What do I do…