Hey, I’m 24 now. I’m now working for an agency mainly focused on crop research. What I do is still in communication, but more of science communication now, promoting the accomplishments of the research projects our agency handles. I now live alone in a studio-type apartment and go visit my parent’s house every two weeks.… Continue reading At 24: Life and Choices
It’s currently 9:07 PM and tonight, I challenge myself to write my thoughts even just for five minutes. Tonight, I was reminded that I should be enjoying my life and not waste it on meaningless things. As I think about it, I think most of the things I do in my life right now are… Continue reading Where will this lead me?
It’s my first time to celebrate my birthday away from my family. So twenty-three feels like this, huh?
When the pandemic started, I tried this online dating app which was free at the time to roam around the world –swiping left and right with people you might hit things off. And you know me, with my delusional dreams of finding my Étienne, I went to France (lol, quick tip: it rarely happens in… Continue reading A tiny bit of crush
Hey there! I just binged-watched the season two of Emily in Paris today. It has ten episodes which are about 30 minutes each so it took me five hours to finish the show. Given that today is a Wednesday and a work day at home, yes, i didn’t work, therefore procrastinated, which I shouldn’t be… Continue reading Bonjour, Emily!
After graduation, I took a rest for 2 months and felt the urge to find a job. With that, I sent an application to different websites and a few days later, I got a message for an interview at an events company. I accepted the invitation and the moment that I got in the office,… Continue reading Into A New Season
everyday keeps getting worse… what if I get tired of words too?
I feel sad. I’m at my point right now where I just cannot take anything anymore. I am sad and tired. The thing here is that I have the power to end it, but I just don’t know how. I want to take a rest. I don’t want to do this anymore.
The world needs at A LOT of prayers right now, MORE THAN EVER. Ten minutes before I do my work, just ten minutes to let this all out. Everything that is happening in the world is unbelieving –that 2020 will come down to history books as a year of chaos. The start of the year… Continue reading The World Needs Us
Hello! It’s been so long since I’ve written and published something in this blog. I’m 21 years old now, and all of this still feels so unreal to me. It’s just so amazing how time flew so fast that I barely even recall what happened in these past few years. Who would have thought that… Continue reading Back to Blogging
It’s my first de-stress with the team, and we went to the infamous San Juan, La Union. La Union is a well-known place here in the Philippines for its huge waves –perfect for surfing. Since we stayed there during a weekend, the place was packed with tourists everywhere. Nevertheless, it was a weekend that ultimately… Continue reading Lax in La Union
Spent Valentine’s day at work, arrived home late, but at least I looked cute. …and I think that is all that matters. You’re welcome.
It has to stop and I stopped it myself
I know, I know it was wrong that’s why I did
They say it’s inevitable, a natural human thing
But it’s never the same for me
I make the same mistakes over and over again
I am tired and mindless
Despite this, life goes on, continues as we live imperfect lives striving to be perfect
Close enough to be good, close enough…
I am a sinner, I am unworthy, I am imperfect
But we always go back to Him to ask for repentance
To lead a brighter life with His grace
And live in peace.
I got drunk last night. Right now, I still have a hangover, my head is aching but not enough to stop me from writing. Drinking has always been a good way for me to spend time with my friends and unwind. I like it. I like the feeling of getting tipsy and having this slight… Continue reading On Getting Drunk, Responsibilities, etc.
An open letter to the man I will love: Hi. It’s always been a pleasure for me to meet new people and get to know worlds beyond my world. And with that, I must say it is a pleasure meeting you –for you introduced me to a story I would sure love time and time… Continue reading To the Man