Some days are warm, but most are cold and lonely… I’ve been making too many mistakes these days. I’m always nervous and I am losing confidence in myself. I don’t know what is happening to me….I felt an abrupt dark aura surrounding me. I want to go home, and leave the university.

I try to keep my composure. I try to become happy. I try to smile and laugh… but everything here just doesn’t feel fine. Perhaps, I don’t feel fine. I want to take a break but it doesn’t work that way.

I am tired.

I feel like giving up but I know I can’t. I have to be strong. I hope I can do this. Lord God, help me get through this, whatever this is that I am feeling.

I know I can do this. I know I am strong. Yes, I am.